may 10: dday.

it's like when you go on a really really great vacation and it's coming to an end way too soon.
i love the 480.

i went on a date tonight.

the skin around his eyes crinkles when he laughs hard.

my friends don't understand why i called him ( Read more... )

this is my life in a constant fabricated euphoria,
in a false sense of alacrity
that's leading to my destruction.
thread by thread, i'm unraveling.
i spend my existence dazed and jaded
barely awake and barely alive.
i have become what i swore i could never be.
i have become lost in darkness, codependency my only light.
i wish nothing more than

early egyptian art history is the sinlge most brain numbing course ever offered at any scholarly institution in the entire nation, possibly even the world.

i'm going to tucson this weekend.
god only knows why.
luckily, i wont have to put up with anyone that i dont want to.
it's fun not giving a fuck.

so there's a new hot sociology boy
who's even hotter. and straight. and he sits by me every day.
i think we're almost in love.
yessss.

me and my roomate have spent a considerable part of the evening drinking tequila and listening to bob marley.
man, this is the life.

how dare you claim that i have no reason to hate you.
take a fucking look at yourself. 
you're one huge, disappointing heartbreak.
whatever, i honestly have no energy left to fight you.

i have to save my energy for someone else.
i mean something else.
hah.

i had a cute little cliche college sunday ( Read more... )

a really cute boy sat next to me in sociology today.
i'm pretty sure he was gay though.
but he made fun of people's ugly sideburns with me.
hot, fashionable, and overly critical of the world?
just my type!

i'm sunburnt from tanning and windburnt from snowboarding
and am deathly ill for the third time in five months.
but at least i have my gay sociology

we almost got arrested last night for setting off fireworks while intoxicated ( Read more... )