i have decided to shut down this journal for it was to cocky for my taste my new journal is crazymfer

i am so worried . a vial fell out of my jacket at tuesday mornings and rolled under a shelf and i couldnt get it some people saw me .

okay school starts tommorow yeah o boy another year of pain And torture fun another year in which my soul dies more sometime i will just wash away with the pain and leave behind my sarrows

im back from gatlinburg it was fun to many people though and i went without antideppressants so that was tough i wanted to kill my little cousin hes 7 and he think hes incharge of me he is just a cocky little bastard . i was playing a trivia game and one question was who at the age of 14 correctly predicted that he was going to be a big rock star ( Read more... )

im going down to gatlenburg . l8ter

im not marrying her . im not even going to go out with her anymore i havent broke up with her yet but i will after recent discoveries . im back

i am back. i didnt get to see my girlfriend. we did talk on the phone and she informed me she whants to marry me sometime. she also said she had a dream and about me asking her to marry me and hinted that she wanted that to happen.i dont know what to do im not sure that i want to live my life with her and i think im to young to even consider ( Read more... )

me and jon have created a website it is called http://www.freewebs.com/louisville_apathy/ it is a blog on life and other shit

restless in my pit of dispare
thats what i get
i knew i shouldnt care
open myself up to pain
to torture
my heart has been slain
everytime i feel
everytime i try
i die a little inside

if love is real
and life is good
then the world is bullshit

the matt everyone new is dead . enter heartless bastard