dear all:

please pay little to no attention to my layout... i'm in the process of fixing it up, but haven't had the time to complete it...

... and what if i want to run away to you?

today i:

-woke up tired
-tree-judged with anne and decided on the town's winners  woo
-listened to bright eyes with boy!!  (thank you for learning to love conor for me! haha)
-did not work!
-thought about wormhole theory and how i have to begin to work on my umm.. "astronomy/wiccan/physics theory"  haha one day ill start it..
-drank chocolate soy milk <3
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im sorry i didnt see it before.
im sorry ive made you hurt.
im sorry i didnt take you seriously.
im sorry i was too insistant.
im sorry i believed others' lies.
im sorry i took you for granted.
im sorry i never told you how much i care.
im sorry i still dont tell you.
im sorry i cant be with you to help.
im sorry you feel so alone.
im sorry youre ( Read more... )

i didn't sleep much last night (my belly ached too much) so i had a lot of time to think about "things". i was at matt's fairly early and i had to get some thoughts out (aka i said "let's read" then cut him off after the 3rd sentence and talked for an hour without pause). it just seems so odd to me that if someone in your community is murdered it ( Read more... )

i am ( Read more... )

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to those who treat me wodnerfully, thank you <3
                 and     ...
to those who treat me not-so-wonderfully, thank you too.

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icantbelieveiletyoutrickmeagain.

“How can one be well when one is in moral suffering? How can one help being worried in these times, if one has any feeling?” - Tolstoy ( Read more... )

i've seen snow so now i'm happy.   i really miss cuddling when it's cold outside.  i think it may be one of my favourite winter activities <3  i hope one day i'll be reminded of what it is like... one day ( Read more... )