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[numbingmypain]

I took my dads pistol last night...i put it to my head and cocked it...i couldnt pull the trigger though...i knew i wouldnt be able to do it...but deep down i really wanted to...i have no control over my life anymore...the one i love is drifting slowly away from me...he's never going to come back...i wish things would work out...this really sux

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[bandit_de_genre]

that's scary. my freshman year i did the same thing, with a 22. the gun wasnt loaded, and now i'm thankful for it, i grew up, realizwed there's nothing to kill yourself over, because things WILL change, if you believe it or not. i'm not gonna giv eyou sympathy, because i know when i was in that situation, i wanted ANYTHING but that, but i'll giv eyou a helping hand, because that would definitly be what i wanted.

[numbingmypain]

thank you for being understanding, most people would say im crazy..it takes a true friend to lend a helping hand in a situation like this...and you really are a true friend...