So I havent been on here in FOREVER!! So I figured I'd let you all know whats been going on. Im supposed to have my baby within the next few weeks. HOPEFULLY this week. Im totally ready for her to get the hell out...HAHA ( Read more... )

I stayed with Eddie last night...brandon came and was fucking pissed...he was yelling at eddie asking him why he's with his woman(me)...i jumped in and was like im no one's woman expecially yours!! he started freaking out and throwing chairs and shit...sometimes i dont know why i put myself into these situations...so im planning on just trying to ( Read more... )

So alex got kicked out of school yesterday...he threw one of the commens area chairs...he was talking about brandon and got himself all worked up becuase he pushed me down some stairs...but i at least got him back and stabbed him in his leg...i really didnt think i had it in me...i never thought i would have the ballz enough to stand up to him let ( Read more... )

I dont think im going to go to brandon's anymore...we got into a huge fight last night and it was the worst of all of them put together...i went over there originally to see bobby, he said that he wasnt expecting brandon to be home all night...so i went over there and about 30 min. later brandon showed up...he completely went crazy, throwing chairs ( Read more... )

Emotional and physical pain all wrapped up in one...each from a different person...one of them do not know the emotional pain they are putting me through...i would prefer more of the physical pain than the emotional...the stress of it is overwhelming...constantly thinking of the things that were said..and all the things that werent true...at least ( Read more... )

So, i went to brandons last night...and i hung out with eddie and him...and i dont really know what to think...we got into a huge fight last night...and im in a lot of pain...i didnt even want to get out of bed...i think this is worse than before...i dont really want to be in this situation...but im willing to deal with it...we're together, but he ( Read more... )

I went and took my GED saturday morning...it wasnt that hard, so i think i did okay ( Read more... )

I think ive decided that i dont care what anyone(alex, jared, and my dad) think anymore...im going to do what i think is best...technically i dont think that being with brandon is best but its what i want to do...im an adult and i can make my own decisions...i know whats right and whats wrong...and i know that ill be able to handle myself...i know ( Read more... )

I feel empty...there is no logical reason for me to stay in sullivan after I graduate...other than I want to be with my mom while im caring for a newborn baby ( Read more... )

I have made yet another mistake...i have allowed myself to become vulnerable again, and im back with brandon...letting someone control everything you do is not easy...but i suppose that is something that ill have to get used to? Im not sure how many times he's said and done things that make him a complete peice of shit, but i still let him treat me ( Read more... )