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sobriety sucks sometimes
My heartbeat is stuck at 20 years old. I had friends I could call or meet for drinks.' My sober mind says 'there are no friends out there,your friends are waiting for you at an AA meeting.'i have yet to accept my destiny. I have yet to accept that my life with those 10 years ago is dead and gone. The day I accept this is the day I will never feel ( Read more... ) -
cancelled deployment
Dane's deployment to Afghanistan was cancelled. We both have mixed feelings. The deployment would have offered us many benefits and tax free money to pay off our loans. Im happy because i dont have to worry about him for an entire year. He is disappointed bc he really wanted to go just for the experience ( Read more... ) -
thats life
Well Danes mom decided to give dialysis a try. Thank God. I want her to see her grandchild. Of course w Dane deploying to Afghanistan for 2014 I wish we could have a baby this yr,just in case something happens to him or his mom. I shouldn't be worried,but I am. Bad reason to get pregnant though.is it?? Anywho, everything is going ok.went to a new ( Read more... ) -
family
Danes mom started dialysis yesterday.in icu. She cried and begged that we wouldn't put her on hemo 3xwk and she wants hospice. I need to disassociate from this issue. Im so sad. Im sad for Dane and his dad and brother.prayers
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Jeez
My niece is home safely. She needs some dental work and is hurting bad.
Her mom is comatose. 2 chest tubes,propafol,morphine...needs intestinal resection,internal fixation of both femurs,amputation of left arm,dental and plastic surgery.
The drunk driver is the nephew of the DA out in Hammond. Suddenly witnesses and police reports are missing. This ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Ugh! God,why do you persist in allowing that evil bitch who abuses her children and abused my brother to ruin his life? Only 30 more days and he had a shot at maybe getting her to pay bills for once.now she will be set for life and my brother will have nothing.i don't understand.i thought good was supposed to triumph. I'm so happy my niece is ok ( Read more... ) -
So far
Danes mom is doing better. Didn't need dialysis yet. Preparing her and the family for all the changes.
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My other mom
Danes mom has been sick a very long time. 2 weeks ago she was found having a seizure. She was intubated. Blood sugar 500+,BP 220/120ish. She was placed on antibiotics,insulin drip,bp meds. Well two days ago she went back.now Kidneys are failing. Dane is so distraught. I'm seriously worried. I love his mom and am very sad to see this happening to ( Read more... ) -
nervous
The closer the wedding gets here the more nervous I am getting.It is going to be alot of changes.the last time I lived alone was my first yr of college at slu
I hated it. I'll have Dane around for 7 or 8 months until he is deployed
Seems really lonely.
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Yo
I feel like I have finally taken an honest step one for my overeating addiction. Somehow the urges feel lifted,my mind is now whispering instead of yelling and whining. I feel as though I have grieved over the loss and am now ready to stomp out all reservations.
Does this mean I am starting another diet?no.does it mean I am going to eat healthy? ( Read more... )