I always make the worst mistakes ( Read more... )

A friend once told me, after not seeing me for years "you look beaten but not broken ( Read more... )

(note: this doesn't particularly mean anything, I don't know if it means I want this person, or if I'm totally over this person, or if I just cant feel a damn thing anymore....regardless, I don't know what it means, or what I feel. Its just ramblings ( Read more... )

Fuck rob
Fuck the past 2 years and 8 months of my life
I wish Id never met him
Im never ganna take him back
I need a vacation

fuck.

so I have no motivation to get a job, neither does Robert. I just want to go to school but now I cant do that. I spend a lot of time thinking latley. christmas feels good though.

Today I am homeless
Today I find someone to watch my cats
Today I brave the pervs of the world
Today, Today, Today
Today I pray for strength and that I make all right decisions
get me out of here
but only I can get me out of here
Today everything changes, even me.
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nothing is the way it seems ( Read more... )

reading my old entries I dont even know who that was
but Ill tell you that I fucking rock and that Im happier than ever
moneys hard and no one wants to hire me and Im living with my mom
but so what
its not forever
its only temporary just like everything is
and Im stoked about everything
roberts the best thing that ever happend to me
lovin life
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nothings been better
my lifes on pause
but atleast Im staying still happily
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