Comments | nun_whore: umm I think I should update.....

nun_whore

umm I think I should update.....

Apr 16, 2005 23:58

So yeah. Not going to Hayesville. Not recording. That sucks. Im depressed. I feel really alone. I dont know why, I have no reason to. I suck. Tonight I hung out with Linda, Pat, and Lindas friend (I dont know how to spell her name) Lindas friend was groovy. Everyone kept asking if I was ok, I mean I was depressed, but Im with Linda alot when Im ( Read more... )

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sumpunkchair April 17 2005, 04:44:04 UTC

you like regina spektor?

nun_whore April 17 2005, 04:57:41 UTC

yeah. why?

sumpunkchair April 17 2005, 05:36:18 UTC

i love her, its fun to find out other people do too.

nun_whore April 17 2005, 06:09:01 UTC

oh. haha. yeah. i just got into her. i like downloaded some songs randomley. so yeah. if you have suggestions i would love to hear them :D

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im_a_cunt April 17 2005, 05:15:02 UTC

you know how i feel. so at least theres that ( ... )

im_a_cunt April 17 2005, 05:23:31 UTC

oh and i like the postal service.
and big bird is famous.
and i have a cat.
and rainbows are cool.
and so am i.

AND RECCESS IS FUCKING GAY!!!!! so if you really think about it. you were the cool one and everyone else way gay. becuase reccess sucks fucking balls. i mean wow. fucking running around in sand on some fucking plastic shit. with a bunch of fucking idiots who happen to find that shit fun? seriously. no loss there. so it all worked out for the best and saved you a lot of time.

BE OPTIMISTIC THE GLASS IS HALF FULL NOT HALF EMPTY HAHA LOOK AT ME IM LIKE A FUCKING MOTAVATIONAL SPEAKER!!!!

creativity_isme April 17 2005, 06:39:11 UTC

I tried cheering you up online, but you're like me... no matter what people tell you, you have your own opinion on things and trying to change your negatives opinions into positive ones is a mission impossible

I know I try to give you all these "words of wisedom" and feed you with the "try to look positive" and show a lot of confidence, but I'm far from confident... i don't even take my own advice.. i'm ALOT worse than what people think b/c i've learned to hide most of my negativity and not tell most people...

but i tell you those things b/c I wish i could overcome it.. i hate being so depressed and self-hating... but what i hate most is seeing you and other people who don't derserve that pain, suffer...

Just don't be like this when your my age. I wake up each morning wondering why the hell I'm here and contemplate putting a gun to my head to the point where i even figur eout how to get my hands on a gun... i dont want it for you.. you desrve happiness. regardless