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Cancel!!! I replace it with the opposite...Thank You
I'm out of shock and now I'm filled with anger. I'm afraid of how that might show up in my life. Once you fuck me over, it's on. I want to beat you down, even though your blood. You deserve it. We shouldn't talk for awhile till I'm over it.
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The worst weekend of my life. My sister called the cops on me and sent me to the nut house for three days. I never thought I was going to get out. There is nothing like being around crazy people when you're not crazy. I lost 15 lbs. if there's an upside. I'm happy to be discharged. I didn't think I would be. I couldn't last another day in ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: Put it all together, it spells Mother
As long as you tell the truth you wont be in trouble but you will face the consequence. -
Who wants to critique me?
Wow My meanness was covering up my anger. Holy shit, Where does this leave me or anyone who I may find culpable? I've taking a beating for nearly three decades, self-imposed or not, I didnt deserve it. Im not beating me up anymore. Someones gonna pay. I didnt come here for nothing. -
Passive
I might be putting on my socks, driving to work, eating dinner, in school, feeding my fish, (ok, i don't have fish) using my turn signal, listening to religious programming, repressing memories and denying, always denying. The truth is to ugly to look at. I prefer my fantasy. Pretending fed my soul. Acceptance satiated my denial. My dream was ( Read more... ) -
Autism hates me
I didn't take the tour nor will I ever. Your deck and view were impressive enough for me to dream about, It's paradise. Not only have you found success but happiness. You earned it and deserve it. I hate that you deny me mine. I'm older, wiser, sure of myself and unaffected. Nothing you could do or say would make me go away. I'm not scared. ( Read more... ) -
My life is gonna kill me...
I cant change it and doubt i'd want to. Casey...got anymore apoxy paint????? -
Dine and Dash
I should be asleep and i will suffer for this late nite all day tomorrow ( Read more... ) -
the things we do just to stay alive
I don't know what to do with you. I love you. I always have. We both have roamed this earth for over a decade. You may not be, but i am tired. I don't want to do this anymore. Can u be mine? Can u ever be mine? Could we ever pull this off? -
these castle walls
My own grandmother stopped you at the reception line telling you to stay away from me ~ I'll only break your heart. I don't know what happened last nite but i've held tears at bay today. I had to build a wall or the world would have eaten me alive. In doing so i've let you down and did us both a great disservice. You've given me the same message ( Read more... )