I never knew what I was doing and that still holds true. I don't have a plan. I was banking on expiring by 30 years old. I made all my decisions based on this belief. Of course, I'm an idiot. It's easy if you don't have to be concerned about your future. There are no consequences if there is no tomorrow. Since the failure of my prophecy, nine ( Read more... )

Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes ( Read more... )

Some retard has posted to some of my old, public posts asking me to update what's been going on in my life. I don't know who this person is but they say they know me. I don't doubt that they do but I have to question how well they know me. I'm the kind of person who likes to keep my secrets, secret. As a matter of fact, I hate that someone is ( Read more... )

I miss my husband

Hey drug dealer...I need my fix ( Read more... )

I went to the Gorge. The rock was there, like always. I thought about a New York Minute - and my destiny and how many times I stood there before. I should never go to the River, it's to tempting. The water washing away all my sins, never having to apologize again. I sat with my feet dangling over the rapids for hours. No one talked to me, ( Read more... )

Sorry. I guess I did it again. At least you weren't on the phone that long. You don't have to meet my girlfriend at some motel and she won't pour champagne all over you. Most guys would think that was cool. At least we have Zoar, the Pleasure Dome, the Falls...Oh, there are so many. Sorry you weren't there for the wet T-shirt contest. I ( Read more... )

You just might get it.

You left your shirt on my windshield. You still smell the same. Thank you.

Your Cuz - Trouble

I just got off the phone with Sean. He wasn't too happy to hear me say I would spend the next year in county. What the fuck, why not? The state would pay for me, he has minimal expenses and I could fulfill my desire to hurt the ones that I hate. I told him I wouldn't do it - no need to give him anything else to worry about, but I would do it ( Read more... )