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i am glad they let britney out. she seems, uh, refreshed.

i have been in los angeles for almost a whole week ( Read more... )

a christmas post is in order, as it was one of the happiest christmases I can remember ever having. later ( Read more... )

i am back in los angeles on january 7th, 2008.

i can already & very clearly see my self exploding into tears when i arrive.

oh los angeles, how i've missed you so.

I am really sick and fucking tired of not having health insurance.

A nagging ear infection and a tooth that must be extracted, all within a few weeks is just too fucking much. I hate this stupid fucking country.

All of this is just translating into anxiety for me. Anxiety which I don't have medication for...endless cycle.

I am moving journals.

Yet again.

Add me; gfromp

very soon i will be back in los angeles for an extended visit. holiday? no. i'm coming back to the city of sand to try and save my mother from herself.

wish me luck.

so last weekend i was in bristol, at minehead, at all tomorrow's parties. and i was on opium, walking lost through patch of muddy grass with my friend zac and i think right there & then i realized i have to wake up. i have to move on & forward. i am in love and it's OK. i can be happy now. i can stop wanting every day to suck so that it's easy for ( Read more... )