messying with the live journal

someone take these dreams away. i have no idea what relaity is anymore, they keep calling me. this ugly vase i call my body, these voices, they scream at me, there are so many inside, these dreadful words i write down, its a sonnet i have be prefecting for someone, i don't know who, i'm afraid i never will, all these storys i have writen befor, ( Read more... )

two people ( Read more... )

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i've called you 22 times since the last time we talked, i can't processes all thats flying threw my mind and i can't even think. i saw your number on my caller id i wish i wasn't so stupid to have left the house, i wounder if you ment to call, i hate this feeling, i hope your alright, i hope your not avoiding me cause inside i cry, i cry the ( Read more... )

i miss your voice, i can't help but feel rejected, i swear to god if i could rap my arms around you i would, but i never made a scean. remember that nite? oh god, it was the greatest thing that had happen to me, remember you said you want your voice to ring in my ear and you wanted to taste my tears, you said you wanted to sing to me, i had never ( Read more... )

well today is the start. just guess what it is, you can leave me comments, i hope someone gets it right.

a nite spent fading, an hour spent dreaming, a whole day tomorrow waiting, a converstaion in french not wanting to say goodbye only wanting to say je vous aime so badly is it sad? i don't care, i want to. stuck with olive juice and happy with it i'm happy and glad and i feel pretty as stupid as it sounds.

01.21.05 so long but worth it i suppose this nite i staid up all nite still woundering still feeling still smiling its 2 am haha how much longer i hope all nite

i can't help but love you my simple disaster