r is for rain of tears you have caused. e is for all the miss lead ellusions you make. y is for yesterday cause thats what you are. n is for never cause thats when i will trust you again. and a is for again cause thats what i do, i love you again i take you back again, one little fucking quiz and my heart splits open with a root and a blub that ( Read more... )

you have been here before... broken and confused, i tried to pick you up before but you wouldn't have it, you screamed how you where a big girl now and you told me of all the awful things that got you here, i got down on my knees and told you that your past doesn't matter, you knew it didn't, i asked you to get up one last time but she refused, so ( Read more... )

listen, i'm trying not to care but could you stop rubbing it in my face with your little messages and you journal entrys give me some respect ok i gave you a month give me a day without having to think of it.

its been awhile, i must say i'm not so inavated anymore, i have lost this spark i disslike it, i'm trying to get over this, you know its ture, 3 packs of ciggerettes and your still not out of my system, i have to say this is the best wine i have ever had but its on the sourest note, i'm ready to end, this isn't coming clear, but its ok she ( Read more... )

hey, i'm rec a new song, i have had nothing to do but study lately, i have finals all this week, i have been listing to alot of hawthorne hights lately, idk what to really write i have been sitting here for like a hour, i want to write a stor but i open up my word doc and i write about a page and then i end up looking up someother things.

i'm not one to complane i was really trying to break that habbit, but this has to be the worse weekend i have ever had... i'm sick of this shit, allison if you wanted me to be unhappy you sure as hell got it cause its 98% your fault but i fucked up too i guess, i'm sick of fighting, stop burning bridges, but tonite i'm getting so wasted i pass out ( Read more... )

last nite was taking back sunday and it was awesome, adam lazarra (the lead singer) lives 5 mins from my house lol it was crazy i had the best time, the other bands where atrau i don't think thats how you spell it and funeral for a friend, but yeah it was deffently fun.

hey people, i thought i should update i have another journal but i'm not telling you where it is. um rihgt now in the moment i'm rather lonely.... i really hate it, i don't really have anyone in my life that i can call mine, there is a girl but things are kinda odd as we speak, i guess i need to get to know her better befor i make any type of ( Read more... )

i'm going to give you a update on my life lol, well allison and i have been over for weeks no thank god, i've been really busy making films lately-in fact its my job - i decied to go back to college i start next week, i turned 17 two weeks ago no real perks that come with it, well i can go to rated r movies now lol but i did befor lol oh well... um ( Read more... )

seeing you crush yourself in such horrible ways makes me want to cry i reach my hand out to save you but your to blinded to even see. i want to save you, pull you up by myside, i want to kiss your lips so softly, the one i speak to is not one, but two, you sit there not knowing my name, not understanding me, one likes they way i look, the other ( Read more... )