You Are Likely an Only Child

At your darkest moments, you feel frustrated.
At work and school, you do best when you’re organizing.
When you love someone, you tend to worry about them.
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im going to let this die.

i hate this journal.

its funny to think you know someone and come to find out they are nothing like you thought. you live and learn. i always learn the harder way. but what the hell...it happens. i cant even get mad about anymore because there is no reason to fucking stress myself out. i should have been a lesbian. lol, i pretended to be one last night. i had so ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU ADAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

do you think that i need you? Do you? Fuck no. you are nothing but a fucking disappointment.

FUCK YOU ADAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he drives me crazy...but to tell you the truth, i have had a crush on this guy since the first time i saw him. isnt that crazy? i am totally a fool for him. does he understand that...probably not. he is mad at me and i totally dont blame him. let me straighten a few things out, he is NOT a fuck up. i think i overreacted (which i do when it ( Read more... )

only 2 days!!!

3rd time is the charm...back in the library. who thought that buying a computer was such a big deal? well i guess if you are going to spend $1200 on a computer that will be out-dated in 6 months, it better be well spent. anyway, thought since i was here again...i would give a little update ( Read more... )

get this, it me talking to my boss to realize that adam and i not being together is considered a blessing. besides, i dont know that many families which consider someone to be a "fuck up" i feel bad for saying that, and i am sure that i will probably piss someone off for saying...but honestly (adam if you ever read this again, i am doing this out ( Read more... )

I have less than 2 weeks. I am very excited ( Read more... )

only 16 days left and i'll be home. away from crazy things... away from a dying relationship... close to the people that have meant the most to me. I will see you all soon. call me aug 18th during the night if anybody is up...thats when i am leaving. i will be home friday, sleep a little, go running and than its time to PARTY ( Read more... )