am i attractive ( Read more... )

i will be back in michigan by aug 19th. unless plans change and i could be back as early as aug 18th. unless something terrible happens, other than that...i will be there aug 19th and everybody better fucking call me on my drive back...j/k ( Read more... )

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i have only one thing to say: IM GOING TO ROMANIA BITCHES!!!! step one in my many adventures of next year!

only to follow:
london
australia
india

so what to do...i get out of work at 5 pm on tuesday and i dont have to be back to work until 4 pm on thursday. i really want to go to vermont and see my lost boyfriend, but if he doesnt call me by the time i leave work on tuesday, than i guess i can call charleston. he called me the other day, he is in rhode island...like a whole hour away. i ( Read more... )

its disturbing to me when i am alone. i dont think that i have ever felt so alone. my phone minutes are low, which is normally not true around this time (my minutes roll over on the 15th of every month). do you ever feel alone even when there are tons of people around you? i do. sometimes i think that i am depressed. i sometimes think of ways ( Read more... )

the fourth is over and mine wasnt too exciting. i worked. that was about the joy of my whole day ( Read more... )

here is the thing...i get on here and bitch about adam...but honestly i should be bitching about myself. i trust him. he gives me no other reason not to trust him until he fucks up. i am selfish when it comes to him. i dont want him around anybody else but me and that not how things work. i miss him. like more than i think he knows...which ( Read more... )

how do i get him out of my head? make him go away ( Read more... )

in a relationship? or not? that is the true question. i dont care anymore...its not worth me losing sleep over...actually it is and i still do have a terrible time sleeping at night. what the hell am i suppose to do? its a good thing kyle lets me talk to him about it. the sad about this whole thing is that adam swears he is not cheating and ( Read more... )