I wish all my lj friends were on twitter. If you are I'm nutcakeftw. Feel free to add me.

I'm feeling like I have very little control over my life at the moment. Things are happening that I don't really want to happen. I can see things getting better in the future but I want them to be better now ( Read more... )

I've been learning some stuff about myself recently. The most worrying is my propensity to form attachments to people because of the way they make me feel. And I don't mean in a "He makes me feel happy" kind of way because that's what being in a relationship is about. I mean in an ego boosting, "he makes me feel pretty and wanted" kind of way. I ( Read more... )

It was my lj birthday yesterday. 8 years old. 8 years of my ridiculous thoughts and feeling. :D Happy birthday nutcake!

Having major self-esteem issues right now. I've been reading letters from my old school friend, Kathleen, and my old boyfriend, Ian. They were both really sweet people that I wish I hadn't let go. To this day the accidental break up with Ian frustrates me because I would love to know what we would have been like outside high school. He was the ( Read more... )

I don't blog here much, mostly because I assume there are more interesting things you could all be reading. I read my friends page all the time. I've fallen into the trap of twitter. It encourages succinctness. (nutcakeftw if you're wondering) I like being able to see where interesting people like Stephen Fry are at. :D

I got to cuddle a baby goat at the SPCA this morning. It made the cutest noises.

Saw the Star Trek movie last night. I think now I could totally get into Kirk/Spock slash. Spock rocked his bowl cut.

I can't quite understand why the SPCA have the right to take dogs, cats and any other pet out of neglectful or abusive situation and yet are powerless against chicken and pig farms where animals are kept in appalling living conditions. Who's my local MP? I feel like writing a letter.

My Dad took these photos while we were in Christchurch last year sorting out Nana and Granddad's apartment.


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