Well, I know it's been a long time since I've posted...I've just not been in the mood to let my feelings out. Well, actually, I have been letting my feelings out...at Chris. He looked at me the other day, and said, "If I EVER see Heather anywhere, I'm jsut going to tell that girl to CALL YOU!" I guess I jsut need to shutup about Heather to him ( Read more... )

Well, it's been a while since I last posted. I've just been very busy, and not really wanting to express my feelings to anyone. But, I've got some time on my hands, and I guess I wanted to make a post. Anyways, I'm just not feeling good. I want to get the hell away from this place. I saw Charles the other day, and he and I were talking about ( Read more... )

Haven't talked to Heather, still. I can't believe this is all over me calling back over there. How fucked up is this? She's like attached to her damn mother. Sometimes, I just ( Read more... )

I was lying in bed...unrestfull, as usual, and I had a very uneasy thought pop into my head. As much faith as I had in Heather, and as much as I loved Heather, and wanted to be with her for the rest of my life, and so on and so on....for her to take all of that, and throw it right back in my face, and then not do a damn thing like she and I had ( Read more... )

It's been a few days since I've posted, and it's mainly because I have been posting, but not here. I've been writing letters to Heather, which has made me feel that I've been posting, so that's why there haven't been any new posts...anyways, still no word from Heather since the other night when her mom got the phone...I just hope that didn't fuck ( Read more... )

I had a very long post that I had typed up on my other computer, but the power went out, so I lost the whole thing...I'll basically retype it here in a sec...but, now there's something else...Heather had called my home phone, so I got off of the internet, and called back...Heather answered, and I obviously shouldn't have called, because she was ( Read more... )

Heather's making me so crazy. I don't know whether I should be happy at what's going on, or pissed off at Heather still. Heather still hasn't told me a damn thing about what's going on. I feel like she's using me. Sad to say, but I don't like it. I mean, I like it, but I don't like the feeling that something bad might come of this. I swear, ( Read more... )

I don’t know what to think. My day has finally come…today! Heather called me yesterday, and told me about her house. It burned down…to the ground. She lost everything. Her poems, her baby pictures…everything. My class ring was there, and so was the engagement ring I had bought her. That sucks so much. I can’t even imagine losing everything ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night, once again, about Heather. She and I had figured out that I was going to come over to her house one morning before she went to school so she could talk to me. O wasn't too keen on the idea, since her mom was living in the same house, but Heather said it would be fine. Heather and her mom were living in some subdivision ( Read more... )

Well, I was in class tonight, and it was like 8:50...ten minutes before I get out of class, and I had my phone on vibration. My phone starts buzzing. I look down at it, and it’s from Heather’s Grandma’s House. I hit ignore, and immediately regretted it. I should have run out of the room, and answered it. But, my teacher is kinda strict, and I ( Read more... )