So everything is such a mess right now. Well I guess I can't say everything, but my car is driving me insane. I took it in to get some things fixed and thought it wasn't going to cost a whole lot and now they found so much more wrong and it is going to cost a fortune. I wish cars didn't cost so much. Grrrrr!!!!!!!! Yeah and my parents practically ( Read more... )

So right now things are kinda tough. John just told me two days ago that he is going to go to WSU next year if he gets accepted. This hurt really bad. I don't want him to go but I know that he needs to. It's going to be tough without him here cuz there is really no one that I go to talk to other than him and now he will be hundreds of miles away. I ( Read more... )

So I finally got my car. It is not exactly what I wanted and my dreams of what I wanted were crushed when my parents laid the big fat one on me of me having to pay for insurance on top of everything else. That really sucked. So I ended up getting something to get me by so that I can save more and get a nicer car later for when I move away. But what ( Read more... )

So it's been a while since I have written and its time for an update. So my grades weren't exactly what I wanted them to be but I will do better next semester in those classes. John and I are coming up on our one year and I am really excited. It is crazy how fast the time had gone by and I love him so much. I'm looking forward to getting my car ( Read more... )

Right now i just feel kinda down. It is almost the end of the semester and I havent been able to bring up my grades. I know it takes time to adjust from highschool to college but I thought I would have had it down by now, well I should have had it down by now. It really sucks because it makes me so disappointed in myself and just hurts that I am ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I have this huge bio test and I have been studying like crazy in the past few days I have to at least get a B on this one since I didnt do so hot on the last two. I am pretty confident that I will do well. On the other hand my birthday is in a week! Yeah I know a while ago I said a week but I goofed it was supposed to be a month and now ( Read more... )

Im freaking out right now. My bio class isnt going as well as I thought it was going to. Im so angry with myself and it just scares me that Im not going to make it in the medical field and that I cant do it. I studied so hard for the last test and it didnt even do any good. I still did so bad on it. I dont want to give up but right now Im just so ( Read more... )

Im an so fed up with my mom hassling me with doing my chores. I mean I already have enough to do with school, homework, and going to work. Its just insane. Now I am really contemplating on living in the dorms next year with lindsey. I know it might be hard but it would be better than living here with everyone bitching at me all of the time.....okay ( Read more... )

The past couple of weeks have been challenging. My classes are getting pretty hard now and I just hope that I have time for everything in my life. School, work, John, friends, and family. Last week John gave me a promise ring. It is so pretty, I was so happy. Not the fact that he gave me a ring butthe fact that we are so committed to eachother and ( Read more... )

So I have started school now and its pretty cool. I've already made some new friends and its a lot of fun. Last weekend I stayed with linds in the dorm and it was tone of fun. The only thing that was missing was my hunny cuz I missed him. But today were going to the fair for a while before I have to go to work. Then tomorrow and thurs I am going to ( Read more... )