oh yeah... i went to a party at Montclair State University this past Saturday and it was tough.

ok so it's been a while ( Read more... )

did ya'll miss me?

(i havent updated because aint shit happening in my life ( Read more... )

i haven't had any time to update... it's been so hectic these last few weeks of school ( Read more... )

yo it's been a while ( Read more... )

yo i remember my friends saying that until i love myself no one else will love me. i can't even remember how long i've been struggling wit loving myself. it seems like i have to remind myself to love myself constantly. everyone in my family has told me how i need to lose weight and how i have to change this and that about my appearance and as a ( Read more... )

please do not just read this without commenting.

if we are friends: am i a good friend?
if we were just cool peoples in high school: did i make you smile? was i nice?
if we still talk (im) from time to time: do you ever miss me? do you look forward to talking (imming) to me?

::sigh::
nice people make me smile
specifically nice cute boys named kenny ;)

yo its so crazy how people act so different when they're around the opposite sex. i'm not accusing anyone it's just an observation; i do it too. but why? i hate that. i want to be myself, ALWAYS. but when i get around guys i start acting retarded. thats extremely elementary. and even though i do it, it makes me upset when my friends do it. i know ( Read more... )