i haven't updated in like a century... my personality has been at an extreme this semester. usually i'm a procrastinator who does the work last minute. well last minute has come and gone and i still haven't done my work. on top of all the fuckery i have to deal with financial aid shit. stuff that my parents should be taking care of but because i'm ( Read more... )

u ever do one of those quizzes and the results are on point ( Read more... )

yo college is the fucking jumpoff!! i was deprived of the experience when i was at seton hall. i've only been here a couple days and i've had more fun than my whole year at seton hall. i love my classes and professors... my best friend jazz and my new buddy clarissa are my accomplises (i don't know how to spell). we went to this sorority party ( Read more... )

nothing new has happened and thats why i haven't updated... but i registered for the spring semester and i'm souped like campbells to start school at Montclair. this is my schedule ( Read more... )

yeah so shit hit the fan this past weekend. u know how something so good can turn out to be something so horrible... well thats what the fuck happened. the situation is problematic for me but i refuse to let it get the better of me. when i heard what was to go down i got real quiet and have been since then. i have no words for this, just thoughts. ( Read more... )

Babysitting in south jersey is killing me softly. i'm so bored... i feel like throwing myself off a bridge just to have something to do. my head is constantly hurting because all of the effin noise. KILL ALL DAT NOISE!!! i say that at least a million times a day; it's ridiculous. and to top all of that off i'm away from home all week until saturday ( Read more... )

I LIKE MYSELF ( Read more... )

my head is fucking hurting... i want to smoke a cigarette so bad but i'm babysitting and little kids have big ass mouths and they'll snake me about smoking. plus i aint tryin to be a bad influence ( Read more... )

yo i've come to the conclusion that i LOVE white boys!!!!!

there are times that i feel lower than dirt ( Read more... )