I miss her.... I want to see her, shes suppose to be comming here soon... but I can't get ahold of her... please use these technologies to find me. I need my gina suit.

hey! I need help! I need a new Valentines day Idea I have a few but.... im kinda low on money so for all the ladies out there what would you want your perfect Valentines day to be like? Please leave me a comment and let me know!

sorry i've been gone for so long.... had alot of things that needed my attiention, been through some weird shit in the last year and had a ruff time dealing with some of it..... I think im alright now, hopefully I will be back on here a bit more. How is everybody else doin?

sorry, I died, get over it.....

If I did have a choice I would never want to live forever, just give me a voice so I can make my points. I can't imagine running a race that has no finish line, just let me keep my pace and make the most of my time. I love giving but im bad at receving, the truth is I prefer to be the one bleeding. But im a paranoid that stays between play and work ( Read more... )

so I never seem to stop amazing myself, eventhow the hardest part is ahead.... im down to 17 dollars and im about 1100 miles away from home, I decided on going straight up the coast afterall, and just yesterday I hit canada, and to me thats fuckin amazing. this has been my greatest adventure ever, im really really confused because I feel like I ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking confused.... I hate living like this, every aspect of my life I loath, I was doing so good for a little while. I almost thought I was past everything and then all it took was one fucking song and now I feel like someone is stabbing me in the eye and when I try to blink they twist it.... I think this is my que to start drinking so I ( Read more... )

you drove me home and you cried.... like you were fucking suprised, you always said that I was my fathers son, you always talked about how much were are alike, and how we act the same way, but we never talked about how you were suppose to love me, we never talked about anything involving us. It was always one of those things that I thought I was ( Read more... )

if you could drown from crying....I'd be dead....

lacrosse game at ucsd today, then a mohha tourney, just got back from the beach, after the tourney getting drunk, watching adult swim till I pass out alone again..... but come to my game if you want!