The city wakes with a song upon her mouth having death in her eyes. In the mirror I see a man dreaming dreams...

Contemplating my life... I've gotten stuck again and even though I know the worst thing I can go is nothing that's pretty much all I do. I sit, and think and drink. I dig through ever memory, every feeling and action that might have brought me to this place. I remember being happy multiple times and how in those situations it just came naturally. ( Read more... )

I dream of a girl, everynight... I dream of her black hair, and how her skin is soft and sticky at the same time. I dream of the way she makes me feel inside my own body suit. I dream of the way she moves her body, how she walks slow and it looks like she takes tiny steps even though she is almost as tall as me... I dream of the way her voice ( Read more... )

i am heaven sent, don't you dare forget. i am all you've ever wanted, what all the other boys all promised. sorry i told... i just needed you to know ( Read more... )

Things are about to get buisy... I'm making it this way cause this is the way I need it to be. Girls are just girls... they annoy me with their grabbing at me and hanging on me. I've tried so hard to get back what I had in one form or another, but all I find is what I could have had all along if I settled. This life has nothing left to offer me. I ( Read more... )

I'm so tired... Do you really remember back in the day? So I'm trying to run, trying to leave... Stop pulling on me please. Please stop screaming, stop dreamin, eventually maybe we can make it through a whole weekend without the anger steamin.... I thought I'd already strangled that fuckin demon. Guess I might call you in a couple fuckin days. I' ( Read more... )

She came back to visit, she says 'Cause in some ways, San Diego is more real than S.F. But I won't go to the triple-rock on a tuesday Too many people pop out of pimples and play And at night'. We can watch these people in these bars They're all insane, they all know my name. Who won the game? no one's in pain, but either way girl, i'm glad you ( Read more... )

You know you're from San Diego when ( Read more... )

since I logged in today for the first time in months I decided that I would just post some shit to say whats up, hopefully maybe I'll start using this instead of myspace blogs since people on myspace are weird sometimes lol.

hopefully talk to you soon.

My birthday this year was pretty horrible in every way... There wasere only a few things that could have made it worse... but I'm alive and all of the people I still care about are too.... Whatever fuck it, Im just trying to wait until I am excused from this class and I can make my escape.....