how could i miss one person so very much?? lately it seems like ive been thinking bout him more and more often. do you ever have a dream that is so vivid that it sticks with you for days and you wish it would come true? i had one last night...i had to say goodbye again, it was so very hard...but if i could be in your arms one more time it would be ( Read more... )

wow!! im soo marrying a sabre!! good god they are soo goregous!! and for all who care ryan miller is doing good. hes got a cast on his hand and hes out for at least 6 more weeks!! tears! we need him back sooo bad! the sabres suck without him! we met some really sweet poeple in the box last night! carlys club is great!! maple leafs game friday!! ( Read more... )

wow the last 2 weeks have been undescrible. its been well a kinda headache! espcially last night - dont even get me started, im still pissed at a few people. then today get in a huge fight with my dad over cleaning MY car. (theres a reason for the my being capitalized but i wont get into that!) this week i didnt get to see brian moorman because i ( Read more... )

hunny, im home!!! boston was such a pretty city! def applying to college there! there is such amazing shopping too! the dr apts sucked! i liked 2 out of the 3 doctors. still no anwsers but they said hopefully soon, im a little frustrated, a lot fed up and very overwhelmed. ive decided i much prefer small hospitals to the larger ones in boston. it ( Read more... )

well the stupid boston lady finally called! im leaving tuesday after my apt at roswell, it looks like everyone is going except for andrew, cause hed miss his soccer game against north and of course he cant do that!! im a lot scared and a little excited (def not for the 10 hr car ride!!!) i only have dr apts on wednesday so thursday and friday we ( Read more... )

well its 4:09 monday and im still waiting for a phone call. as some of u kno friday i found out i have to go to bostonto meet with a team of drs there b/c my case got transferred there. the dr lady ( Read more... )

o man i havent updated in awhile. well schools back in session and there is already drama with homecoming - i really hope everyone ends up going. its our senior year and our last homecoming and our last yr together so we should all be there to celebrate. girls u need to remember: CHICKS BEFORE DICKS and of course safe sex but thats really not ( Read more... )

i just dont kno anymore - im so nervous bout school and i dunno if i can get through a full day - i feel like shit and im soo scared that this new med wont work. i dont kno what to think anymore. we had my grandfathers bday party tonight and NONE of my family asked how i was doing but then my cousin had the nerve to say at post camp last week that ( Read more... )

GREAT NEWS!! my mommy says shes gonna quit smoking. i really hope shes serious! but im gonna take her word for it for now and pray that my hopes dont get let down! when i asked why she is doing it she said b/c shes sick of sneaking around and she hates who shes become and knows that i hate her these days. im sooo happy that ive sort of gotten ( Read more... )

well im offically home for the summer! post camp was good but very different from past years - lots and lots of old people. Brent Drake showed up and all i can say is IM IN LOVE!! lol! okay so hes 27 and lives in austin, texas!! minor details!! i always end up falling for guys who are older and/or live very far away! o well! of course im still ( Read more... )