Ah I know its been ages. I bet no one even reads these anymore, but I couldnt care less. I have to get this out somewhere, its pretty much eating me up inside and its my only weakness, I hope - I've been working so hard on myself, right now.

I am so angry with the people who I call my friends and best friends. You all suck. The one fucking moment in ( Read more... )

i just wanna thank all my wonderful support and unconditional love. thank you! thank you! thank you! i love you all VERY much.

okay quick update, knee is slowly decreasing in size thanks to my new anti-inflammatory med. no answer to why this has happened yet, last monday's knee bioposy looked good but didnt give us any answers. they keep drawing ( Read more... )

i leave sat morning for camp till june 25th so write me:

mackenzie aderman
camp northway lodge
lock box 10003
algonquin park, on
p1h 2g7

use 2 stamps since its canada!

miss everyone already!
<3 kenzie

i cant believe the way i have seen people treat their so-called friends. you make me sick. someday your behavior will come and bite you in the ass, remember karma is a bitch. i cant believe you cant even behave for the month left we have together. you really should be ashamed of yourselves. and yes you are going to say that this was blown out of ( Read more... )

god i havent written in here in such a long time, man things have changed a lot since then! life is really good! everything is working out! first of all there is no friend drama! thank god! im glad we can all suck up our problems with each other and just make the best of the little time we have together! second im making a difference! my mom met ( Read more... )

i feel so numb....i dont know what to do. why is this world so cruel?? i dont understand. how can you fight so hard and still lose. its so hard to be positive when things keep going wrong.

sometimes it the people you think you can count on most that tend to surprise you

okay buffalo is just way too cold for me!!!

last night was sooo amazing! gotta love slut dresses where you get that certain boy to stare at your ass (which was prob hanging out all night long!!) god he makes me sooo horny! lol! i need a boy bad!!! meggy - our last song....major tears! we will see them soon! i promise!! meggys house before ROCKED ( Read more... )

i think i had the longest day of my life yesterday. i was at roswell from 10am - 715pm. i met the nurse manager. what a bitch! im having 9 tubes of blood drawn and shes trying to ask me zillions of questions like what my allergies are - umm ive been at roswell for how long? almost a year im sure its in my chart bitch! my mom finally kicked her out ( Read more... )

ugh i keep having these dreams and its making me want him more and more. :( april isnt close enough

i miss him<3