Your Birthdate: October 11
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its been a whirlwind. almost literally. so much going on...and me not really trying to deal with any of it ( Read more... )

i'm not quite sure what it is...but somehow i have this huge magnet on my ass for crazy psycho stalkers, and its really starting to fucking bug me ( Read more... )

i need to find the ground. because my feet are flailing and i'm scared shitless. and there's always that pesky possiblity of death ( Read more... )

so. my grandfather is going to die. i know, i know. we all are...but it'll be much more truncated for him. he has stage 4 lung cancer. which has spread to his lymph glands, other organs, bones, and soft tissue. plain and simple. we think he has 2-4 months. when in actuality, anything could happen ( Read more... )

it really must be the perfect day for letting go. so why can't i. why can't i let go of anything...because maybe these things i hold onto are the things that make me feel most human and most like my true self. or do they ( Read more... )

so. my trip was fucking amazing...but more on that later, thats not whats really on my mind ( Read more... )

i'm going crazy. no, literally and clinically insane. this trip is killing me. today i sat for about 45 minutes in the michael's parking lot...crying. about what?!?! who the fuck knows, because i sure as hell don't. i called my momma, and she was like...you're letting you're insecurities about this trip out in VERY odd ways. please, STOP IT ( Read more... )

i want someone that will run to me. that will hold me like no one is watching...someone that will caress my face when we kiss, and then grab me to pull me in closer. i want to get to know someone the same way i know myself...but i want it to take me a lifetime. i want something magnificent, something magical. something that makes me feel the way i ( Read more... )