i am so blissfully happy right now that there is no possible way that i could go to sleep. jeff came over tonight with his friend nick and we just sat outside ont he curb talking forever. it was the weirdest thing, last night this guy was trying to get on me, but i was tring really hard to let him down without being rude, and at the same time, ( Read more... )

i am bored, and there is nowhere for me to go and nothing for me to do. very annoying. i can start doing things in july, but until then i am doomed to total and complete boredom. july is gonna suck too though cause' jeff is leaving. i suppose that i am just gonna have to live with it.

today was jeff's farewell. it was really funny to see him up there in his suit and tie giving an actual talk, quite silly. i am wearing stephen's pants at the moment. they are extremely comfy, and i love it. stephen says that i talked a lot of trash about him after we first broke up, i admit to talikg trash, but he said so much more about me ( Read more... )

i have no life and it sucks. i cant start packets until july, and i cant get a job until july, so until then i am stuck here doing nothing. all i do everyday is wait around my house until jeff decides to call me and then i leave and hang out with him until around one. it is really quite frustrating, i dont want to call anyone else really because ( Read more... )

i went to my friend ty's farewell today. he is leaving on wednesday to the mtc. this is so crazy to me. this means that jeff's farewell is next sunday, and that he is leaving july 3. that is so extremely soon. ty is actually jeff's friend, but i have adopted him as my own. everything is changing and it is the wierdest thing. it will be good ( Read more... )

i always seem to forget to do this.

my life has completely changed since i have written in this last. it is really quite interesting. i dont even hang out with hardly any of the same people anymore. i have just been in school, and that is pretty much it. my life, i am afraid, is pretty uneventful and boring. becca came back, and i am so happy. she has changed quite a bit, but ( Read more... )

i went to this thing up in salt lake today, it was pretty fun, i guess, maybe. thank god amber and stephen were there, or else i wouldve died. anyway- i just ate a whole bunch of carles jr. and then earlier today i had apollo burger. i am full of greasy goodness right now, and its great. i love it, despite the fact that that is all i have ( Read more... )

hello everybody!!! i am unusually happy today, which is good. i am actually going to get good grades this term, like really good, for me at least. the only class that i am worried about is biology because my teacher hates me witha passion, and has decided that i deserve a 0% in his class, seriously, what kind of an ass hole does something like ( Read more... )

well, i havent been on here for a long time. being grounded sucks. they keep saying that they will unground m, but then they keep putting it off. complete bullshit if you ask me. well, i am having a blast going to my new school, even though i really miss lani, steve and ben. i havent talked to lani or steve in awhile, that sucks. anyway- it ( Read more... )