yup life still sucks but im trying to ignore it...

heartbreak my friends....it sucks ass big time. i just couldnt do it anymore even after all we've been through. i wasnt doin anything for myself and maybe its time i did. i might be moving to florida soon. i guess its a change and who knows, i might like it. still, i miss him and i still love him so much but things will never be the same for me so ( Read more... )

wow its been so long!! i've been workin at cedar point and omg it isnot what i thought it would be! its pretty hard work but i think i can handle it cuz jon's roomates are so cool and i dont always get crazy hours. but yesh i like it here even though mommy and daddy want me to go home. i'm starvin though so i need to go eat.

so, i'm spending the week at jon's house until we go to cedar point. fun right?? well, i guess it would be maybe if jon was actually here. he had to go to work up at eastern the whole day and then he's gonna stay at a hotel with mike and their boss denise to wake up at like 7 tomorrow morning and work some more. i mean it's not that bad...his ( Read more... )

well, jon's gone to the msi concert tonight and i miss him. christina and bryce are gone to fenton for the night to work on bryce's telecom project and i'm stuck here being bored. i might go out tonight though, find somebody to hang out with. todays just a pretty laid back sort of day....

ok, so i'm sitting at work and i can hardly sit still! i'm so excited because i'm going on a date today! jon's taking me to mongolian bbq and then a movie! oh i am so excited! probably more than i should be. it's just that i'm not used to this kinda stuff. i've only been on one other date with another guy and that was to the movies and it was ( Read more... )

touche teacher...touche!