Andy

[nycatmt]

It's over a day now and I still can't wrap my head around it. I don't know what makes someone take their own life and leave the friends and family sad and lost. I can't talk to him but I just wish I could tell him that we love him and that whatever was going on people would help him through it. It sucks and I'm sad and mad at the same time. He

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Oh my God.

[actress_in_nyc]

I'm so sorry.

Sending you a huge hug right now.

Re: Oh my God.

[nycatmt]

Thank you. He was such a great guy and I just don't what happened to him to make him take that route. Thanks.

[dry_2olives]

I'm so sorry.

[nycatmt]

Thank you.

[k_thx_bye]

I'm still kind of in shock...

it's just so weird.

[nycatmt]

I'm in total shock. I know how a lot of people felt about Andy when it comes to school and College Night but in the end he was just a person and everyone makes mistakes. My friend Susan and I are making sure though that we get him purple flowers for the funeral...I can here him laughing and screaming at me now. It's very weird and I don't even think after the funeral that I'll not be in that state of disbelief.

[missymink]

Ah! It's a terrible loss. I know what it's like to lose a friend and it's never easy. You and Andy are in my prayers, Mwah!

[nycatmt]

Thanks Missy. I've never lost a friend before or noone really to something like this. I just wish I had been there or that even if it weren't me that someone else could have been. I hate that the only time I'll ever meet his family is during this time. I know they must be devestated. Thanks for your thoughts and prayers. Love you.

[stephenmosher]

Sweet friend. I don't know the whole story here; I gather one of your friends at college has made a regrettable choice which cannot be undone and which no one will ever be able to understand. I don't know his circumstance but I can tell you that for every suicide there is a completely different reason, a totally individual experience. I went through more than a couple suicide attempts in my younger life; I have also talked friends down off the ledge. It's a mystery and one that cannot be pondered too much or you will drive yourself mad. What you can do is make the choice to remember him every single day. To continue to love him so that, wherever his energy has gone, he will feel you; and more importantly, you will feel him. He has taken his secrets with him but not the experiences of your friendship. Celebrate his having passed this way, your way, our way.

He is no longer where he was; now he is wherever all of you are.

You and all he has touched, and your Andy, whom I never met, are in my thoughts and my chants.

PeaceSte