I've been laying in bed for the past 1/2 hour, staring blankly at my fan spinning in circles...I don't know how to handle whats going on. Its been just barely a week since I found out you died, and I think i'm really angry with myself. When I first found out I was hysterical, but I haven't shed a tear since. I've just been so numb to everything. I
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