so its like one in the morning my time and i just realized....my whole lj is made up of my fucking food journals! and how boring is that?! who even cares?! so im just gonna blab on about nothing instead lol. soooo tomorrow is my friend nick's bday party, i dunno if its a pool party or not...eh i'll probably just wear shorts and a shirt, i dont ( Read more... )

food journal entry #17
may 16, 2006
nothing

i know, i know....its so hard to break the cycle though, i know this will just lead to a binge....but i cant make myself eat the day after a binge, i just cant do it

food journal entry #15
may 16, 2006
7:00 am-half a plum
2:00 pm-5 carrot sticks
3:00 pm- diet coke
6:30 pm-(binge)
i am such a cow, why can't i go more than 3 fucking days w/o fucking binging?!?!?!?!?!?!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

food journal entry #16
may 15, 2006
nothing

I let the beast in too soon, I don’t know how to live ( Read more... )

food journal entry #13
may 12, 2006
6:30 am-half an apple
10:00 am-diet coke
1:30 pm-half an apple

hey guys forgot to fill in my food journal entry for yesterday so here's yesterday's :
food journal entry #11
may 10, 2006
6:00 am- plum
1:00 pm- diet coke
6:00 pm-(binge)

and today's
food journal entry #12:
may 11, 2006
nothing

food journal entry #10
may 9, 2006
6:30 am- half an apple
1:30 pm- 5 carrot sticks
3:00 pm- diet coke

i'm sorry...i know everyone here has been going through so much and im sorry if this post is triggering, as i know some have been for some of you...and i really want to be there for everyone, and i hate to add to the emotional load that everyone has had lately, but i can barely take care of myself right now. im falling apart, mentally and ( Read more... )

sigh, totally bored at school ( Read more... )