Ok so I'm laying in bed with my fiance and we're discussing what a jackass I am...lol. I have my moments like everyone else does. So I guess my writing urgers only come out when I have something bad to say. Well I'm here to say that's true....starting right now. First to let everyone out there know that I have a great fiance. Our relationship has ( Read more... )

So Saturday was so much fun. I spent $185 dollars on sex toys and "accesories" VERY good night. lol Funny thing though it was suppose to be some of my friends and some of jess' friends only 2 of jess' friends showed up...all my friends did. Hehe...so it was like being at work or something with a couple peeps from Longhorn. But it was great. We ( Read more... )

So funny thing about Novemeber....everyone gets into the holiday spirit. Dont get me wrong, it's kinda nice. Christmas music has already started playing on the radio which is kinda early because I wasnt expecting it till after Thanksgiving but the earlier the better....I guess. I'm pretty excited about this particular Christmas. It'll be bitter ( Read more... )

Hey everyone lol!!! Ok so my last blog written was in March of 2006. lol It's freaking November 6, 2007. Yea...def time for an update. I re-read my last blog and it was just when Nikki left for boot camp and I was annoyed because everyone had heard from her excpet me and i missed her phone call. Well....a lot has changed since then. First off, I'm ( Read more... )

Ok so it's been a whole week and it hasn't been too bad. I haven't heard from her yet...just her family and her friends. Yea....everyone has heard from her except me....love how that works Apparently I missed her callas when I was working on Sunday which is funny because her parents called me on Saturday telling me she left her wallet in her bag ( Read more... )

Ok so I went out and got some cds this morning and some pics developed because I'm planning on changing my page a bit...lol....ok I plan on changing it alot....I think...I dunno...I just want it to focus more on Nikki and I then anything else...plus I want it to focus on friends that mean something to me or friends that I'm getting closer to.... ( Read more... )

Ok so far so good. Last night was better than expected because I got to see her again and this time our goodbye was better. I heard from her real early this morning and she should be on her way to South Carolina by 5. Her mom called me today and asked how everything went....I promised her I would stop by and visit at least once a week and she told ( Read more... )

Aight so I was looking at old ......stuff and I couldn't believe some of the shit that I was writing a year ago! This time last year.......Sammantha was getting to know the "real me," and I was being a lil chicken shit about it....Lili and I had already begun talking for like two weeks and I was so sure that I was going back over there and as soon ( Read more... )

Aight.....2003 totally kicked ass.....till the end.....obviously.....2004 sucked ass! The worst year EVER for everyone on the f***ing planet....sorry I would have spelled that out but I'm trying not to cuss for Nikki. Anywhodewho....yea, it was a horrible year. And as far as 2005 went.....egh.....it was just there. It could have been better like 03 ( Read more... )

So I was watching Sex and the City and it was about that "person" you dated in high school....about how as you get older the more difficult it becomes to find that right person but in high school.....you had them. So, then that would mean the person you dated would be the person you're suppose to be with the rest of your life. I for one totally ( Read more... )