Love is the keenest double-edged sword of all. It cuts through you, straight to the heart leaving misery and pain behind it, or it heals damage done. Right now it seems to be on the former path. I'm really confused right now with my love life. Rachel and I...I don't even know what. It would be so much easier if one of us had dumbed the other or if ( Read more... )

As the title says, I am fine. Just fine. Things are calming down a bit for me. I finally got my new car from my dad in California, it's only taken about 4 months to get here. Not that I have any real room to complain seeing as how it's a gift. But this still solves a bunch of problems for my family and I. I have joined one of the more addicting ( Read more... )

As some may know, I am now in the framing business. If you don't get the reference, watch the movie Mallrats. *Deep sigh* It's strange, and yet in a way not. It's raw and yet old. I guess that's because it's been a long time in the making, we just never admitted it to ourselves or each other. No one knows the future, and that's where any ( Read more... )

I have no earthly or unearthly idea why I'm so tire and depressed today. I just woke up that way. Of course, it's not helped by all of the screaming devil children here at work. I never want to have kids. Sigh. I wish I could admit to myself what was wrong. I wish there were some things I could just get over, but I can't. If wishes were horses, we' ( Read more... )

OH MY FREAK-FUCKING GOD!!!!!! If none of you have ever read Stephen King's Dark Tower series, read it now! I just finished the last book and it was freaking incredible. The journey was amazing and the destination wonderous. I won't go into detail as to not spoil the surprise. READ IT NOW!

It's amazing the kind of thoughts that will come to you while listening to a song sung in Breton. I reccomend to anyone with the means to go download it. You can't help but contemplate deep things while it plays. Of course it's kinda hard to type when you have a cat demanding your attention. I've been trying to think of more things that I can do ( Read more... )

"Be without fear in the face of your enemies.
Be brave and upright that God may love thee.
Speak the truth, even if it leads to your death.
Safeguard the helpless.
That is your oath."
*hit to the face*
"That is so you'll remember."
~Kingdom of Heaven

I don't know what it is about this semester that makes it so much different from all the rest. CLasses are great, professors are great. But that's a case of good planning and attitude rather than weird luck or random feelings. The truly strange thing is my feelings about theatre. I just got out of my english class and I wrote an essay about theatre ( Read more... )

A Knight is sworn to Valor.
His Heart knows only Virtue.
His Word speaks only Truth.
His Blade defends the Helpless.
His Might upholds the Weak.
His Wrath undoes the Wicked.

Grant me the Wisdom to discover the Right, the Will to choose it, and the Strength to make it endure.

Where are we going? That was a question posed many times last night and all I could ever answer was, I don't know. I have always considered myself above average in many ways. At the very least, that I wasn't like other people. I always fancied that the things that other people typically do were things that I never did. Now I am finding that that ( Read more... )