Shoot me, please

[nymph_of_grace]

It's been more than three weeks. Three fucking weeks. Almost four. I keep pretending that I'm okay when I'm around people. I pretend that the breakup and/or Mason never happened. But pretending doesn't work. I fall apart when I'm by myself. I can't concentrate on homework. And I try to push myself through it my attempting to convince myself that I'

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[rachelprogress]

Hey girly, went through a rough time with Beau a week ago, I know exactly the feeling you are going through. Granted, it was a circumstance beyond our control and things are fine now, but the being apart and not know and speculating is so, so, so hard. I'm sorry you have to go through this. If you ever want to talk, just holler at Sarah and maybe we can do lunch or dinner... I've been over to your place a few times to see Sarah, but you weren't in. I also heard you got a shiny new computer, and I can get it all set up for wireless if you haven't, Sarah was cursing doing it, so I was just over taking care of her's on Monday night. :P I love you, I know that everything is horrible and awful, but you are stronger than this -- even if you yourself don't realize it just yet.

[wild_cait]

I know it doesn't help, but I do know how you feel. Hang in there and find a shoulder to cry on if you need it.

[er_freak_gurl]

It really is hard being hung up on a guy you know you can't have or doens't have the same feelings for you. I'm in somethign of that predicament myself at the moment. Not nearly as bad as you though. I"m sorry you're so sad. I looked for you in bio today and I couldn't find you. I was sad. I'll be looking for you on friday. :)

Feel better.

[andrewtiberius]

I'm going to hug you next time I see you. Prepare your bones.