oh man this week end was awesome bad and good shit happened , the show on friday was cool as shit talked to seneca vocolist for a while and then we went over mikes , and on saturday went to landon"s party and got trashed not a good things happened there and dont wanna hear about it either , i hope i can get a new tattoo soon but i m going to cheek ( Read more... )

today sucked ass at first but then i meet up with mike mark and scottie p and we talked about making a band so me and mark jammed for little bit , i think i was good for me first time jamming in a long time and then we left to the mall and meet up with kathleen and her mom , she was so cool and she saw my dick on camera that was soo funny anyways i ( Read more... )

man the past 3 weeks i only had one happy day but noooooo every thing got to be normal again , why did i do this to my self and making my self look like an ass infront of every goddamn friends i have ,i just quit wake tech no job no nothing , i got a new guitar so that going to get over thing for a while , every thing sux now ,no more good mood ( Read more... )

damn were do i start...........i have to get my self out this shit hole i need to leave and leave every thing behind no use for this anymore , i going to cheek out some doctore some how some where get some help , i sick to hide stuff and like out the blue talk about it and people think i m just pretending or need attention and by the way i hate ( Read more... )

yeah i havent update this shit in a while but yeah nothing much happened lately , i m kinda pissed off that i broke up with megan yeah some people are like "yeah w/e fuck that bitch" but not to me , fuck there no future for me in the first place , cary shity i cant wait till i move to CT soon i m waiting for that shit and then i hope i can go to ( Read more... )

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one good friend just left for a better place and we should be happy about it

i just found an old pic of jon when me and him and mike first day hanging out on hallowen and later on that night when me and him got chased by and old man on my street

friday night was crazy as fucking hell , i dont rememeber to much stuff but the good najor shit happened . i was high as hell and drunk at the same time and every one seened to be diffrent (high point of view)crazy shit happend and i almost punched kelly at some point because she was behind me and i though she was touching my ass so i looked back ( Read more... )

wtf is wrong with every one damn it every one is pissing off each other , drama come's and goes but noooooo it stays for us w/e i m not even sweting it i m glad i m not partying for the past 2 weeks i m staying home doing nothing but once i become something every one pays , megan's geting on my nerves lately and its killing me so bad i just wanna ( Read more... )

it was good christmas aftre all i got like 600$ and some few other things too , i was happy to spent the time with my family knowing that i had a chance to go to jail for 7 to 14 years and i was lucky to get it out . thats all nothing new i m going to go chill with the crew peace