This month has been nothing but a dramatic and fucked up hell for me. I was so excited for this month and for my 21st birthday but it seems that drama just seems to find me no matter what. I feel that people who say they care about are really just full of shit sometimes.People just want to benefit themselves when it comes down it it and they will ( Read more... )

So I hung out at the bar with Janice on Friday and it was really fun,Jack just happened to be there haha! So it was a fun time and I attempted to flirt with some guy and pretty much embarrassed myself as usual,oh well. At least I took control of the jukebox and the music was ok and I had a lot of drinks. Jack got himself very very drunk but all in ( Read more... )

So I am trying to help my little Daisy dachshund get better everyday.Trying to get her little hind legs up and going everyday with exercise and physical therapy and hope for a somewhat full recovery and not paralysis because that would break my heart even more. She is such a feisty and fiery little thing it would kill me to see her paralyzed like ( Read more... )

So to write. Well Tomorrow I get to observe in Pediatrics in school which I am very excited for and its Friday! Hung out with Jack,Danielle and John and Amanda at Jack's house yesterday it was fun to get out. I really just cannot wait for the weekend already though I do have work. I just hope the weekend doesn't pass me by again and that I am stuck ( Read more... )

Well.I am utterly tired and achy. I am also ridiculously bored and stuck here on a Saturday Night. I was supposed to hang out with Jack but stuff came up at his house,not his fault of course. It just sucks because thats what I had planned to do tonight was to hang out with him and do whatever. I spent all day working, my job dressing up as the ( Read more... )

So I need to write in here more. I don't know why I just haven't ( Read more... )

SO here i am. Finally a new president.Thank the damn stars. Times have been pretty good as of late really. Been hanging out with a lot of cool people and such. Except for right now. I am totally sick from a cold. Fuck snow and winter and I didn't go to school today. I really should have though,I know I will get bitched at severely by my teacher ( Read more... )

So new years eve was awesome. I got myself all dressed up and went out with Jack,Erick and Danielle. We went to a gay club which was so fun and seeing as they were all that way. It was so fun,open bar and lots of people. I danced for hours til 2:30 almost.I had to take my heels off as my feet hurt from dancing. Danced with all my friends and got ( Read more... )

So more writing.This weekend was one of the most fun ever.Hung out with Janice and Tina. We went bar hopping and Janice man or whatever came. We drank and her friend Zoela and Keith came as well. We then got a motel for all of us to chill in. Stayed up mad late.Still am awake as well. Slept over Janice's house and that. I am just thinking now and ( Read more... )

So I find myself writing again because I feel better when I do ( Read more... )