So today is my birthday. For the first time in 4 years i'm not freaked about getting older. I think that may have to do with the fact that i'm now with someone who is 2 years older than me, compared to matthew who was 2.5 years younger and made fun of me for being old all the time. The other fact is this, I used to think what am i doing with my ( Read more... )

I broke up with Matthew tonight. He's pretty mad, he said he never wants to see me or talk to me again. I can't help that my feelings have changed and i love him only as a best friend, not romantically/sexually. It's not like i cheated on him or anything.... he told me that he cheated on me twice, but i'm pretty sure he was just saying that to hurt ( Read more... )

Yay, my new computer came yesterday, after 3 months of no computer due to mine giving up on life and dying on me... i finally have music again. oh how i missed my music.... and the ability to write in my lj if i ever felt motivated to be un-lazy ( Read more... )

If it should be that i grow frail and weak ( Read more... )

i'm going to send a gift (my choice, but tailored to the recipient) to the first five people who comment here and post this message in their own blogs ( Read more... )

this ones for you jay-lo ( Read more... )

Tell Me About You ( Read more... )

ooookay, so the results of my mri came back... i have a rip in my cartledge... not big enough to really operate, but big enough that my dr. told me i should quit soccer... quit running.. quit any sport that has to do with running or pivoting... so ya know.. basically all the good ones. i asked what i can do, he had one option..... swimming.. ( Read more... )

what do you do when you realize that after 4 years in a relationhip, you love and care for you boyfriend, but no longer are IN love with him, or feel a desire for him... he is your best friend and knows you so well, and still loves you and puts up with your annoying ways. so you try to break it to him... and he gets really upset (to be expected) ( Read more... )

H&M opened in west edmonton mall yesterday, i don't work today, so i'm going to brave the crowds (there was a line up that started at something like 8am to get in yesterday) and go check it out... i liked h&m when i was in England.... but first... the dentist for a clean! yay shiny teeth... i saw grindhouse on tuesday. i shouldn't have gone to ( Read more... )