wish I had someone to talk to.

SO...I really might be dying...-____-

Terribly sick... possibly dying.

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heh, Jealous ex-boyfriends...

im really hopeful about losing some weight.

polycystic ovary syndrome. that explains everything. im going veg. now i need recipes. and no more sugar. boo. hopefully ill lose some weight.
had a bean burrito. just isnt the same without cheese.

I deleted Brian from my facebook friends today. Im Heart broken, but at the same time happy for myself. I did something really hard, and it makes me sooo sad, to know that that chapter of my life is over ( Read more... )

Today I took a nice, long, roomtemp shower, and just sat in the bathtub with my eyes closed and the lights off pretending i was sitting in the rain. I makes me feel in love to do that. Being naked, and feeling the water on my skin. Im in love with Rain. Im in love, in love in love, with the rain....

I tierd of everyone giving me shit about getting a job. its like my sister has never had to work a day in her life. im tierd of being fat and unattractive. im tierd of this shit hand ive been dealt. im ready to throw in the towel. i just want to die. i fail at life.

i love being in a fake relationship. so many jealous boys.