I guess I pretty much forgot I had a live journal. So, just to update anyone who cares, it's been a busy past year and then some. I am now married, have a 3 week old baby, am a stay at home mom and am generally exhausted. My baby and my husband are the best things that have ever happened to me and I don't think I have ever been happier in my ( Read more... )

So I was watching the Showbiz Show with David Spade the other night and he said something about celebrities being ugly on the inside. That got me thinking about how all of our mommies told us when we were kids that it's what's on the inside that makes us beautiful. And as much as we all want to believe that, it isn't true. It really is what is ( Read more... )

That's Valentine's Day for those who are unsure, but it might as well be venereal disease as far as most of us are concerned ( Read more... )

I think I am discovering that part of growing up, learning and growing as a person is the discovery that there really is nothing but a whole lot of shades of grey in the world. The applications of this logic are nearly endless. For example, there is no black and no white, really. Either each shade of black contains some white, and vice versa, or ( Read more... )

Teacher Arrested ( Read more... )

Well, sort of. More alive than I have been for a while =P I stopped the new medication yesterday and today is the first day I have felt moderately human for the last 2 weeks. Actually, I am a little tired, but otherwise I feel pretty good. I don't understand why doctor's cause all these problems and then they are all like "Nooo! It wasn't us ( Read more... )

I hate doctors. I feel aweful, I can't do my job, and I want to throw myself off of a cliff. And they insist that all that is normal. Well, then I need to go back to abby-normal, because I just can't do this. I am completely non-functional. All I want to do is sleep all day. Or, when I am awake, I just want to scream and/or cry about something ( Read more... )

Oh so tired. I really am sick of getting to be a human guinea pig. THe doctor's have me on new medicine that makes me tired and completely unable to concentrate. I called my doctor to tell her that my job is to think, and if I can't do that I either need to be on different medicine, or I need someone to explain it to my boss. So I actually had ( Read more... )

How do you do that when you just feel like screaming at the top of your lungs about how wrong it all is? Is that what being a grown up is? Just shutting up and accepting all the things that suck because you can't do anything about them? I know that many of my younger friends will say "No! Fight for what you believe in!" But it's not always that ( Read more... )

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