hmmm. i'm not sure why i opened this up.. i don't REALLY feel like updating..i don't like writing in this anymore because i feel like if i was really using this in a journal like fashion.. every single day i'd write one of my entries from my angstycuntfulhateeverythingemo self.. i've been really LONELY and really SHY lately.. i saw these 2 20/20 ( Read more... )

i feel like my life is one big downwards spiral going down the shitter lately.. i wish i could just go to sleep without waking up every 5 minutes worrying about shit. i have to go to sing at vocal rep but i don't want to. i hate how are things in glocca morra .. shitiest song ever.. ms b told me that 2 other people are working on the same madrigal ( Read more... )

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dude.. so weird.. my mom says that today someone called like 300 bajillion times (4 times?) asking for me and they said they were from somewhere in deland and that i was a finalist in a contest to win a LEXUS(SP?fancycarthatidon'tevenknowwhatitlookslike??) but yeah.. i didn't enter any such contest BUT if i did.. and i like won.. wouldn't that be ( Read more... )

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today/yesterday actually. started off pretty nicely. i woke up at like 11ish and after peeing/getting a drink of water i decided to watch the movie CLOSER which i have had a netflix of for a week and a half. it was a good movie. jude law was hot and i'm in love and natalie portman was hot as a blonde stripper. although really she needs to stick to ( Read more... )

i've been super lonely lately and missing the high school days when all your friends were on the same schedual as you so you actually got to see them and talk and hang out.. i miss my current friends which makes it a good thing i'll see liz tomorow.. get my social up.. ive also been having lots of dreams about certain old friends.. which just ( Read more... )

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me and the ghettoness that is paint took a million years to make this friends only banner.. you know you like it! lol.. its not done but its complete enough for me to display..


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