my room is done i think, a ful sized mirror is all that is needed. I put together my desk today, took me a few hours but i did it... id n ice, its big, =) and i moved my tv stand and i finished painting today, The only thing left to do it hang my picture and pull the tape off the rug and wall. mmm i miss davd =( and after henry leaves on ( Read more... )

well today i got really really agitated at more than one person but basically because of one person. I hate having to be there for other people and shit but when it comes time for them to be there for me, they have no fuckin sense of how to deal with friendships, fuck that, from now on people are gonna get treated the way they treat me. Fuck people ( Read more... )

ha! today i worked for 8 hours and tomorrow i am workin a 12 hour shift! yey, i like work, it kinda takes me away from everything else, except the last few days i have been gettin some panic attacks but i hope itll go away, jess said not to concentrate and they will. concentrate on them at least lol. anyways, yea saw comes out tomorrow night and ( Read more... )

last night i went to see the grudge, it was cool, kinda confusing at some parts but it was an excellent movie, gonna be a part two im guessin. I went with joe and kurt, i miss joe, me and him havent hung out in like forever and a day. I hung out with his two nights ago too, him and sheri and after we dropped sheri off joe and i were kinda talkin ( Read more... )

okay so i got to thinking, right....oh my nicki actually thinks once in a while, but anywaysi think i know why i have been actin weird lately, im scared, it sounds weird but i am. I look around at my parents and other peoploes parents and realize that most of them have a dull, boring life. THere is so much culture and diversity on our planet im ( Read more... )

well, this week has been a little eccentric, ive felt weird all week but im guessin itll pass. Uhm, saw blind robbery the other night and they put on an awesome show... uhm, yea i have nothing else really to write so... i dunno

poem....

Rescue me

My entire universe was filled with beauty and serenity

Until you sauntered into my life and caused my ( Read more... )

well today was interesting, i guess in the least to say, i am probably heading towards home. All of a sudden today not too long ago i got really depressed and i called my dad and i was like "i want to come home, im just not happy here" andhe was like "Just stay" and blah blah blah so i think that if i try to stick out the semester, not happily but ( Read more... )

i just spent another 200 dollars on my fuckin bio books, so all in all i have spent about 480 dollars, thats so much! but it doesnt matter cause at the end of the year i get t sell them back and get most of it back =). So yea, tonight im gonna go up by BAC and then go see alien vs predator with the boys from upstairs, Eric, Jason, and Dave. Its ( Read more... )

well, this has definately been an interesting week, classes definately started on wednesday and i am definately feeling the aftermath of not enough sleep and too much excitment. YEa so i dropped ethics today and i am takingbiology, we get to dissect stuff, worms, frogs, small things like that but i think it'll be cool. Im excited. I have a surprise ( Read more... )

wow, have i not updated in like forever and a day. I worked tonight which sucked but what kind of work doesnt. So yea, i leave for college in like 3 days. I cant wait then in january i think im probably moving to virginia beach, get me the fuck away from here, i hate it, i hate everything here, new york in general just sucks. Virginia beach is a ( Read more... )