so tonight i wish could have been a little better i broke for the frist time in two year. i didnt know what to do, i still dont but i know that everything changed in two phone calls one from her and one from me it was fucking retarded what happened i dont even want to get in to it so im not going to..but i know one thing rite now and thats the fact ( Read more... )

its thanksgiving so why dont you just shut the fuck up and be here to be happy. sometimes i just wish that i wasnt here or you just didnt came back to back out of shit on me. you dont even understand but thats ok someday you might..more i think about it i dont think any of you understand.

so yea this is frist here ill let you know i really do like you...after all this time i cant say i love you anymore because it scares me to think that you have me again though somewhat that is what i want i wish i could figure this shit out but i cant so fuck it ill let it burn until it the flame burns out. im scared....of you.

so cant fuck with highschool bullshit anymore i want a real person i can stright fall madly in love with and be happy with for the rest of my life i let it slip from the palm of my hands once before because i wanted to be a player stright up i want a chick.fuck the stressin i need a blessin.period

so i cant quit my job.fuck off asshole..hope life gets better ...JLH111

so i figured out tonight at work in approxmately 6 weeks i will quit.why 6 weeks why not now? frist christmas.second.i want to buy this motor swap for my car so i have something to drive.i cant fucking wait its going to be GREAT! period.

so i figured out tonight at work in approxmately 6 weeks i will quit.why 6 weeks why not now? frist christmas.second.i want to buy this motor swap for my car so i have something to drive.i cant fucking wait its going to be GREAT! period.

if i fell off tomorrow would you still love me? if i didnt smell so good would you still hug me? i love you like a fat kid loves cake you know my style ill say anything to make you smile.

im at work hardwriting a complete update on my life from my point of view of course ( Read more... )

well its been a long timer this.. so i guess i have to have something good...well ive been depressed and i realize it only when im by myself i think its the fucking job i have.. i havent saw daylight in like a month its fucking nuts living like this all night and short days. i think not having a girlfriend in like two years inst helping much either ( Read more... )