yesterday was tons of fun. i hung out with tyler earlier in the day and then he came over so i could help him get ready for prom. his hair looked guuuud. he didnt like the shoulder pads in his RENTAL tux, so he got some scissors and demolished the inside to get them out. hahahaha, they ended up being sewed into it. that jacket is so fucked up now, ( Read more... )

I’ve been wanting to write in this really bad, but something or another has been keeping me from doing it. Either Ashley, or my computer fucking up. Im not going to go over the events of the last few days because I don’t feel like typing it. I know in my head. All I will speak for is today ( Read more... )

i didnt go to school today. i wish i did though. i need to get my ISS over with. me and ashley watched "True Romance". thank you caleb, thats probably one of my favorite movies now. then we watched "Say it isnt so" on comedy central. aahahhahahahaaha that movie is so fucking funny. i dont know whats wrong with me. today i ate: the healthies cereal ( Read more... )

what do you know? im at school in ISS right now, but i managed to get on the computer. im checking out in 30 minutes and going to atlanta. dont ask me why. no reason at all.

I had ISS today. Its never been so bearable. I got 3 hours of sleep last night, but I never would've known. I dont need sleep. All my jeans are loose. I dont need food. I dont need to feel. thats why Im not. Give me something new. Give me some excitement. All this has happened before. Im bored. I was looking through my notebook today and realized ( Read more... )

last night was much too chaotic for me to record, so i'll catch up now ( Read more... )

ok, so last night probably couldnt have gotten more retarded. its a long story so im not going to type it. but basically there's a new found hate between chase, rami, tiffany, and still ashley. everyone said some really stupid stuff that they probably didnt mean. i was just kind of sitting there observing and laughing to myself at the stupidity of ( Read more... )

i just woke up 30 minutes ago from my nap. there is no way in hell im getting back to sleep tonight. my hair is all one color for the first time in almost 3 years. i cant stand looking so BORING.

god. i've been in ISS for 5 days b/c of my hair, and when i finally bought some dye, NO ONE IN MY FUCKING HOUSE WILL HELP ME. i could do it by myself but i dont want to get it all over me and i'll probably miss spots. i just cant believe that not one person will help. shows how much im fucking cared about in this family ( Read more... )

i woke up late this morning and couldnt care less. ashley's stupid ass wouldnt get off the computer so my mom woke up and found out. oh well, she didnt complain to me for once. i wasnt supposed to show up at school today with my hair still "crazy".....but i did anyway of course. i sat in the car in the parking lot for for awhile trying to color it ( Read more... )