Could this really be my life? So much is happening and so much has changed. For so long till i can remember i've been analytical, each day of my life i find the time to analyze it. Grip my brain and hold it in my hand and stare. What does that mean? could i have any more question to ask myself? i wish i didn't give a fuck. No scratch that i wish i ( Read more... )

i guess that didnt workk~~~ HAHA!!

Im walking into a house, I see my feet take me to a place I can’t explain but makes me feel at home. I take my hand and place it on the soft railing to the flight of whit marble stairs. I take my right foot and slide in onto the step up stairs is the way to go I see with no thought I follow, as im climbing these stairs I forget that im hear and ( Read more... )

not getting a car.
well i had my excitement..
guess im gonna have to rob a bank ..

As i wipe my face, clear all my tears letting my mom help me to the level she was. She told me something that i couldn’t believe something that i was sure to know and was sure to hide from her. “Christian is not well”. She told while looking to the right. What do you mean? As i try harder to understand I blabber out so many questions. He’s not? ( Read more... )

Is being who I am so wrong, I just thought about this today. I see how my father would react to the fact if I was gay and it scared me, seeing my mother question everything I do making sure im not. Asking every question in the book, why? The hatred towards the sexuality that God self put on this earth. We do not choose to make our sexuality if we ( Read more... )

birds flying high ..

u know how i feel

sun in the sky ..

u know how i feel

Breeze drifting on by

u now how i feel ..

its a new dawn its a new day its a new life.. FOR ME.

and im feeling .. GOOOD

u have to feel it ... u cant force it

period .

I crawl into my mind and listen to the stupid things I say. sit down onto a comfortable not to expensive black leather chair and sink into my mind ( Read more... )

naKed

There are only three types of people in the world the RICH POOR and everyone in BETWEEN