Well my life's sad right now. I really want to finish reading this fic, because it was so good, but there's no last chapter! WHAT THE FUCK? Seriously, what the fuck? I mean, what the actual fucking fuck? I'm really pissed off right now. It's weird. Haven't been here in a long time. And I need to get some sleep while I can. anyways, I'm living in ( Read more... )

I think I need a change.
I should be happy.
Except I'm not.

So, it's been a long time.

This is the brightest of the things I've seen in a few weeks.
Seriously.


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The promised forevers that only lasted a few months.
The I love yous that were just pure lies.
The truths you believed in that are now labeled as a bullshit of your past.

What are they for if you didn't learn your lesson
and you're making the same mistakes again?
What else is there to live for?

I know you know.
I just pretty much feel like saying this just to anybody.

Happy birthday Brendon!
Like really, really happy.Including lots of fun, drinks and Ryan friends.

♥

Yeah and by the way, that's the most amazing song I've heard in last...week. Okay, I really love the song.
And another song I'm crazy about right now is The fear by Lily Allen. SO FUCKING FANTASTIC...

I still can't believe Keltie broke up with Ryan. It's so surreal. I just pray for that message to be from Brendon. There's nothing in the world I'd ( Read more... )

Suddenly it all came back to me. The kisses. The chills on my back. Electrifying me.
It's the moment you know
You're going right to hell. You don't know.
It's the moment when
You're drowning in your own lies. You don't know.
It's the exact moment you know
Your world is falling down on you. Killing you. You know for sure.
Your dream had became too real ( Read more... )

Today I got home from Fuerteventura (Canary Islands, Spain) and hells yeah - I found out I had received my PATD's A Picture With Books + Reinvent ♥ shirt + Paramore shirt that I'd ordered just before Christmas. I was jumping up and down and up and down and up...and yeah I'm utterly happy. And later, while watching Live in Chicago I caught myself ( Read more... )

All the memories, all the things you shared
Are now broken dreams
You wish you could, you wish you could
Just take it back

But there are no more words to be said,
So take a breath, take a breath
And stop regretting what cannot be refreshed

You've changed, you're pretty much not the same
Life taught you to be strong, so you're fighting on your own
They're ( Read more... )

I thought I knew you, but I really didn’t.
I thought I loved you, but you told me to not.
Are you satisfied now, with your perfect plan?
I should have never met you, and you should have never died.