i love it here. im so happy =]

i still love this thing ( Read more... )

1.Be a video girl [in a rock music video]
2.Volunteer at seaworld
3.Make strait B's [atleast] in college
4.party with Paris Hilton
5.Discover and be with my significant other [ in love atlast... <3 ( Read more... )

GAILS HAVIN ANOTHER BABY!!!!!!!!!!!! =] im soooo happy! i hope its a girl. so i can have a boy and girl to play with. i want Gail to just keep poppin out theYm babies, cuz i love playin with these kids and i AM NOT havin any soon, so IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM!!! Dereck needed somethin good to come by. =] i love my brother ( Read more... )

Hello, I'm your martyr, will you be my gangster ( Read more... )

i've had rather an emotional day ( Read more... )

What do you do....when the strongest, happiest, and most caring person brakes down crying. What do you say.....when the guy you've looked up to since forever asks you Why God takes his best friends. What do you think....when your big brother wants you to be there, but it's too painful to watch him break down. I will be there for him and i'll be ( Read more... )

What am i?? Gah, i am so many things...I am a sunshine loving girl. I am afraid of the dark. I am "bubbly" as they say. I am easily amused. I am patient. I am careful. I am always sleeping. I am confused. I am hungry. I am wishful. I am quiet. I am naive. I am kinda bitchy. I am drunk. I am a dreamer. I am hopeful. I am a animal lover. I am ( Read more... )

ahhhhh. lol. i'm still so frustrated. i get into really good mooods and i forget why i was mad in the first place...and yeah. i can't live my life always acting like this. Nothing gets done and i dont know what to do with myself. =(. like college....fuck im still goin to northwest, yah, okay, i've faced that fact. unless i get accepted to Southern ( Read more... )

Wow, Courtney made my day! Oh my goodness i adore that girl to peices. I told her that i wanted a man for Valentines day and and.....you just gotta see it. lol. Today she pulled out this chocolate shaped man. It says the perfect man on it. it was the sweetest and funniest thing thats happened all day. ugh, i love her ( Read more... )