I hate it when you go to sleep feeling confident cause you talked to someone for a long time and got good advice and everything. Are so sure that you can do it the next day. Then when you wake up, you don't want to do it anymore. You are a bit afraid of the outcome and if it will turn into a massive regret. Some choices leave you with second ( Read more... )

I fell in love ( Read more... )

why is it, that it is always so easy to let something little bug you...

for example, when someone accuses you of something or assumes something of you..

or why is it that something can get you really angry when really it doesnt matter that much....
you know, when some one has this a "really fight for it" opinion about somthing, but the way they ( Read more... )

so...long time, no update ( Read more... )

yeah, there hasnt been to much to update about lately ( Read more... )

yeah, it's my birthday tomorrow....
but i am not really that excited...but that will probably change tomorrow, after i get sleep.

yeah, not to muh has been going on ( Read more... )

well, i thought i would have a horrible new years eve, what with me being alone...but i didnt. It was basicly a me night...i did a bunch of stuff like bubble bath and what not...and relaxed, watched movies, talked to ryan on the phone...basically enjoyed the small stuff ( Read more... )

wow...i havent been outside of my house in over 2 days...
yeah, i am sad...i really want to go somewhere for new years, and have someplace in mind...but i know my mom wont even consider it cause i am on punishment..
she keeps adding on to it too...first i was grounded from ryan, which made me cry...and now i'm grounded from friends...which made me ( Read more... )

hope everyone had a good x-mas... present wise mine was good. but not so people wise. right now i am having a fucking pity party for myself...grr today when i got home from hanging out with ashleigh i went to square one of the thinking checker board. how come i over analyze things? how come i see signals that arn't there?lots of questions... i dont ( Read more... )