My shoulder's all stiff again. Victor says I have to go to the doctors. I'm fine. I know the pain comes from my job. But what am I gonna do about it? I'm not bakery who can't do their work because "my knee hurts". You can't have a dairy manager who can't do the job. Victor says it's probably either a pinched nerve or repetitive strain injury. He ( Read more... )

Yeah, the pills make me fall asleep at first. But what happens when I wake up at 3AM and can't fall back asleep? I can't just take another. And by time I fall back asleep it's 5:00 and I only have ten minutes before I get woken up again ( Read more... )

So..... I might get fired tomorrow. Or demoted. I'll probably cry for sure though, either way. Even if I don't get in trouble. Which is unlikely. I might just get a suspension. Or a written warning. Or a write up. Probably a warning. Maybe. I dunno. I wish this had happened on a Friday. No. I don't. Cause if it did then I would worry all weekend ( Read more... )

I went and played some atari. I managed 76,515 as my new high score on millipede. Which is really, really, really good. Victor averages around 25,000-30,000, I think. See, what happened is that around 70,000 I started to freak out a bit. I even let out a high pitched "OMG" when I saw how high up I was. Before today my high score was 57,000. Then I ( Read more... )

auughghghghghgh!!!!! I hate this! I have to go to work in two and a half hours. I don't know what I want to do. I'm restless. But nothing I can think of sounds fun because I know I have to go to work soon. This is driving me crazy. And I'm upset because I've been mean to Victor and I shouldn't have. I just want this to be over! What do I do? I have ( Read more... )

Sometimes being married is like having a child. I mean, he waits till the last possible second where if everything doesn't click into place just right he'll be late for work. Then when things don't click, he freaks out, which makes it worse. I mean, he couldn't get everything ready for work the day before. Or even over the weekend. I've noticed on ( Read more... )

I finally prayed again last night. I dunno, I guess it felt good. I still felt guilty asking him for stuff. Even something simple like "help me get enough sleep". I also spent a little bit of time reading my bible yesterday. I started with my regular, then moved to my study. I didn't quite find what I wanted, but I felt better afterwards. This came ( Read more... )

I don't wanna go to work. *sigh* I don't even want to know how bad it looks in my cooler. Today's freight load should be only a pallet and a half, if even. Maybe two half pallets, or one tall pallet. Or one moderately tall pallet and a 1/4 pallet. Personally if I were at the warehouse I'd make two half pallets. But that's just me. Warehouse is ( Read more... )

Thursday morning was interesting. Zhaun attacked a 15-year-old girl! :p ( Read more... )

I hate my job. I spent a lot of today in near-tears. I did cry on my break and I got teary and sniffly in the office. I almost started crying in the backroom. And I very nearly went off on Zhaun. And this morning was so nice too. I slept without the pill. I was in a cheerful mood this morning. It was beautiful out. And then it went to hell. I'll ( Read more... )