I woke up and had to go to the bathroom. When I sat up I was dizzy and exhausted. So I stumbled (yes, literally stumbled) into the bathroom. I came back and laid down. From how utterly tired I was I figured it had to be about midnight, maybe 1 or 2 at the latest. Nope. Not more than five minutes later my alarm went off. When I sat back up the ( Read more... )

When I wake up in the middle of the night and lay there so awake, so alert, feeling as though I've had plenty of sleep and couldn't possibly sleep another minute. I truly wish I could feel like that a few hours later when I have to go to work. I would have cried when the alarm went off except that my eyes were too dried out and sleepy for that. I ( Read more... )

On Friday I went to bed at 6, and managed to fall asleep around 6:30-6:45. I then woke up around 8. When this happened I felt like I'd woken up from an 10 or 12-hour sleep. It was light out. I'd slept through the alarm. How could I possibly have slept till 8AM!? No, it couldn't be. I always wake up at least once! I couldn't possibly have slept for ( Read more... )

I ended up working nine hours yesterday. Because when noon came around I still had to do my orders and break down that last pallet of milk. So I stayed. I was going to leave as soon as I was done, but I finished at 12:55, so what was the point? I stuck around till Bonnie left so she could give me her keys. I had been scheduled 4-12 cause of ( Read more... )

So dairy/deli came in and I was clearing out the hallway so I could get stuff down to the meat cooler cause night crew parks wheelers of backstock down there. I was pushing one that was really heavy with a crate full of misc cans in it and was going through the double doors into the back when the crate fell off and hit the side of my head. Now an ( Read more... )

It's the weekend, so you'd think I'd be able to sleep. But, nope. Here I am. 2AM. I've been up since 11. I've had a horrid night. It started when I woke up around 11 and went, "Oh, it's morning." And then I realized Victor wasn't in bed with me and I didn't see light peeking in around the curtain. So I looked at the clock then went to tell Victor ( Read more... )

Reminder to self: When putting candles in a birthday cake wait till the cake has cooled down completely before doing so. The waxiness of the cake is making it hard for even I to eat it, and I love cake ( Read more... )

I WAS going to go shopping today. To buy Victor's birthday present. But I wasn't sure if my paycheck had gone through because I deposited it yesterday. It sometimes goes through overnight. So I went online and.... they've changed their security thing. Now you put in your username, then hit enter to go to the next screen where it displays an icon ( Read more... )

Sleeeeeeeep.... neeed sleeeep ( Read more... )

I fell asleep without the pill again. The only problem was after Victor came to bed around 10. After that I fell into a very restless sleep. I would twist and turn and flip around and try to get comfortable. Finally I would fall asleep only to have a weird dream. Then I would wake up again and try to get comfortable again. Then I would finally fall ( Read more... )