The regular who calls me scorpio (because I am apparently biting and witty... or something)told me today that it looked like i was in a perfect state for journal-writing. So here goes nothing ( Read more... )

Still procrastinating. Still intimidated by the task ahead of me. Still not sitting down and doing it. Still facing writers block. Will I feel time crunch at eleven? At noon? Now it is only 8am. I still have six hours. Six hours is more than enough time to shit out three more pages, right?

Why am I still in school?

You know, most people my age are supposed to be agonizing about what is going to happen to them in the future- where their career path will take them, whether they will go to graduate school and what they will go for, what city, job, mortgage they will have... I'm just really excited to see where I will be in five or ten years. I mean, come on, no ( Read more... )

Procrastinate.

There... its out of my system now.

I feel like a refugee cast out of my own country by political war and sent to be eternally at the mercy of governments I don't belong to who have no legal structure in place to defend me- like my rights as a human belong more to my state than they do to my individuality as a human- like I belong to no factions, no interest groups and the only one ( Read more... )

Somewhere, not very far from here, is a very warm, very cozy bed that could easily take away this sensation of a million tiny pins sticking into my skin. I could probably procure a kitten to cuddle with- possibly even two. I would have down pillows and down comforter and endless possibilities for washing away the sleep deprivation. But some ( Read more... )

What do the major​ity of peopl​e in your life call you ( Read more... )

I can't help but enjoy these things, and since only three people read this, I will only annoy three people. At least I don't post them on my myspace ( Read more... )

so three beers plus three palmers drinks plus two seneca shots equals hungover jess. I kind of want to force myself to vomit. But i still don't think i am going to be late for class...

Critical mass yesterday was awesome! I know that this is stupid and totally against what I am supposed to believe in as one who advocates for mass protests and people in the streets and all that bullshit, but I actually enjoyed the ride more because it was smaller I think. Not that it was all that small- it probably started out at close to 200 ( ( Read more... )