I need sex....now.

Tonight I got my yellow belt in Martial Arts. It might sound lame since it's just a yellow belt, but I'm really proud of myself. I honestly didn't think I'd come this far...I've been there for 4 months now. I never pictured myself every doing any kind of Martial Arts, but I'm soo glad I did. I'm sure I've already said this but it's so true. Hearing ( Read more... )

"For You I Will (Confidence ( Read more... )

First of all, I shouldn't even be writing in here right now because I'm tired as fuck, so this isn't going to make much sense. I had to wake up at 4am for work today, and now I'm really feeling it. I've had no appetite lately, which is good I guess cuz my stomach looks flatter, but I'm so fucking tired and stressed that I'm shaking and feel like a ( Read more... )

So lately life has been stressful and confusing. I'm soo glad that I quit Creekside and started working at Starbucks, but there's so much to learn in my training that I feel like I'll never remember it all! At least I've already saved a shitload of money from getting a discount. And i don't know how the hell I will work at 5:15 in the morning next ( Read more... )

Well after all that confusing and stupid shit that I wrote about lately I've taken some good advice and have decided that I have heard enough of what everyone has to say about my situation with a certain someone...and that no one fully knows how it is except for me since I am in it. And it's my decision so I appreciate that so many people care ( Read more... )

Ok now I seriously am so confused...I keep hearing different stories from different people, and I don't know who to believe and who is lying to me...I can't be haunted by this shit 24/7 it's too hard and making me feel shitty where I can't even function. I don't know who to trust.

I seriously do not understand why no matter how much fucked up shit gets thrown at me, I keep taking it. I know that it's so wrong and that no one deserves to be treated the way that I am, yet I make excuses and keep on allowing myself to stay in the situation. It's like I'm brainwashed..no matter how wrong it is and I know it, I can't make myself ( Read more... )

I've always had a fear about what being too shy would make me miss out on, I knew it affects both relationships and friendships and just letting loose and having as much fun as I should, but now I really see how it is holding me back from being close to people and experiencing life. I've wanted soo bad to try and be the person I want to be, but if ( Read more... )

Mark Twain put the secret of happiness in a nutshell: "Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover."